No one else but me.

I feel so sickkkyyy. My poor tummy ):

The only reason we don’t open our hearts and minds to other people is that they trigger confusion in us that we don’t feel brave enough or sane enough to deal with. To the degree that we look clearly and compassionately at ourselves, we feel confident and fearless about looking into someone else’s eye.
Pema Chödrön (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

Back on Tumblr!

using my mom's money: im going to buy that, and that. $150? im definitely buying that.
using my money: $2? maybe that's too much...
Just look at life with more playful eyes. Don’t be serious. Seriousness becomes like a blindness. Don’t pretend to be a thinker, a philosopher. Just simply be a human being. The whole world is showering its joy on you in so many ways, but you are too serious, you cannot open your heart.
Osho (via creatingaquietmind)

Notes to myself.

(via enmerz)

It’s amazing how many times you hurt and disappoint me. It’s amazing how you can take two steps forward and ten steps back.

You will never change for the better. And I don’t know why it is so hard for me to accept that.

geeteekay:

fckn Shadow Ball

geeteekay:

fckn Shadow Ball

Is the person you are with, the very same person you’d like to spend today with if today were humans’ last day on Earth? Yes? No? 

WHO is the person you would like to spend your last day on Earth with as a “significant other”?

I hope is the one by your side and not someone from the past or someone you never got a chance to be with. Because if the person you are with isn’t someone you’d like to spend your last day with, then why are you with them? Why be with someone if you can’t envision yourself with them in a few years? Why get in a relationship if you only think or KNOW it’s going to be temporary? Think briefly about the future. About things in the long run. 

That’s the problem with people today. They are so worried about living in the moment that they are so wreck-less with their future. Yes it is important to live in the present and not get too stuck with the past or the future. But remember, what you do today affects your tomorrow. 

This headache is un-explainable. I feel like all my thoughts are jumbling together and caving in.